today i went to hospital to collect shit sample results. then in the end the doc asked some qns, n at least i confirmed theres no piles or cancer or worms. anw it is a stomach ulcer. so its going to b there forever, unless i want to cut it out. but i ham ji so i guess its just going to stay there.

then in the morning i went to church n it was rly gd svc. abt glory for God. yay i felt better.

then later i went home n i slept cuz i was dam tired. oso dunno y maybe cuz its blood loss. yucks. anw i woke up at 8pm n went to gym, n after doing i bit i wanted to die alr. so i went home n feel miserable.

so life is bullshit now. haha n a lot of other stuff is rubbish too. 7 more days to CT, still have 2 more subjects to study. that 1 maybe still can pull off. but yea, theres some stuff i cant do anymore. n it sucks.

now i like disturbed. disturbed is a freaking gd band. it makes me pissed off. n story of the year rox too. it helps me get un-pissed off. so i shall give 1 song from each n go study chem energetics, which is a hell load of crap to remember.






n this is another super emo song that is nice. this 1 makes me emo n makes me think. a lot.



Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Once youve found that lover
Youre homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man


yup hope i can b a better man in a lot of stuff.

N PPL PLS POST MORE PLEEEESSSSSEEE.

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